Grr

[heavenly_pearl]

You know, I really do think Helios-muse decided to take off early for Thanksgiving. Writing's going HORRIBLY. Want to know how much I wrote today?

Oh, maybe two or three sentences.

Gah!

I've never had a case of writer's block so bad. It's so frustrating! And I've been rereading the stuff I've written so far and it's so terrible! It's almost so bad that I've seriously been considering retiring from SM fanfics altogether. It's not like anybody cares about the fandom anymore... But I'm too stubborn to give up. *sigh*

I just need to find some confidence. That's what I need. If I can find that again, I'm sure everything will be okay.

In other news, since writing's going so badly, I've been working on avies. They're posted in my MJ if anybody's interested.

http://www.moonromance.net/journalcomment.php?jpid=42563

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[samuraiter.livejournal.com]

I may have been more or less banished from the fandom (save for the elder fans who leave dog biscuits out for me), but I still care about it. ... However, if you choose to journey to a greener pasture, let me know. I make a good guide.

[heavenly-pearl.livejournal.com]

Eh, that was just crazy talk. ^_^ I feel better today. I'm still blocked, but I don't hate the story as much as I did yesterday.